11.04.2004
- The only thing that kept me awake tonight during my last 45 minute late night commute was little blurbs of fantasies....nothing past kissing (wouldn't want to drive off the road *winks*) but potent just the same. Imagining soft skin, soft kisses, soft hair...mmm. I need a girl...and fast.
Unfortunately, it won't be happening anytime soon. Not this weekend, at least. I'm spending most of it out of town, teaching younger girls. A few older ones from another group I teach will be there helping, which will be fun, but odd. It's hard to teach people close to your own age, hard to know exactly where the uncrossable line is. A few times I've been slightly startled to realize that some of my girls are hitting on me. I never really think of them as students, more as friends, so I didn't think anything of it when I showed a few my new tattoo, but later, as we got back to teaching, I started to realize that maybe that hadn't been the smartest thing to do. I think this year I'm going to have to be more careful, more of a teacher and less of a...well...girl.
Sunday is out for girl hunting too...spending it shopping for new work clothes with my aunt. I'm very excited about this new job, especially since it's part time, but it is a little more dressy than my current job, so a blitzkrieg of the local clothes stores is definitely in order. Fun Fun.
Anyway, I suppose I shall have to force myself to crawl into bed and kiss a big hairy muscley guy instead of a soft smooth yummy girl. Awww...poor me, eh?