3.31.2005
- So, the guilt has gotten to me. I will now post.
Sorry, though, still no inspiration.
I will ponder, however, on the difficultly of finding a job. The ups and downs of the job search are really starting to get to me. I spent a whole afternoon contemplating all the things I could do with money once I had a job, on the vain hope that an interview scheduled for later that day would provide the aforementioned job. Of course, once I got there, I found out that the job I had applied for was actually two states away and I would have to relocate. Hm. All of my imagined treasures swirled down a drain before my eyes. Yes, the search is getting to me.
What's even worse, I have gotten rid of 4 trash bags of clothes and shoes, and now every morning I stare at my empty closet and wince, knowing that even if I do get a job, I'll be wearing the same outfit every 3rd day until I get some paychecks under my belt. Ahhh, the agony of being female. If a man committed this crime, not one person would notice, but a woman!!! Never a good way to make a good impression at a new job.
Ohhhh well, life goes on, and tax returns will hopefully provide a little spending cash. Hopefully, a few new toys to inspire me, too. *winks* Maybe even a last setting on my tattoo. When I get it done, I will post a pic.
Oh, by the way, if anyone has been following long enough to wonder what happened to my pretty little dancer, well, you and me both. The usual fade-away has occurred, so, on to new and better pursuits. He took me to a local show last night, and I found a whole new crowd of women to drool over...hm...maybe inspiration will hit soon after all...